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Indian Summer by Sylvia Tremblay Part 2 of 2
Summary: Deslea's rec: "A very well-researched, well-characterised casefile. Doggett and Reyes' friendship is explored in the light of Monica's inimitable point of view. Wonderful story told with warmth and a sense of humour."
INDIAN SUMMER BY SYLVIA TREMBLAY PART 2 OF 2 SEE PART 1 FOR HEADERS I was going to wait exactly five more minutes. This time, when I told myself this, I meant it. The other six times didn't count. It was past ten o'clock and I was past antsy and way past restless. The stench of stale cigarette smoke and staler criminal that permeated the unmarked beater Ritchie had loaned me was still in my nostrils. I had conducted a fruitless tour of the area's campgrounds til around eight, then checked back at the B&B to see if Doggett had returned--no such luck--and headed out again to enjoy a nice meal at a nearby Greek restaurant I had seen on the way in. One chicken souvlaki and salad and a cup of sludgelike but delicious coffee later I was ricocheting around my room getting changed for my nightly excursion. The park signs had warned against poison ivy and ticks and recommended the proper attire, so here I was dressed in my shit-kicking boots, cuffs of my khakis tucked into my socks, waiting like Sandra Dee for my man to show up. I paced the spacious suite from end to end, cursing the faux Victorian decor and the frilly pillow shams in time to the thudding of my soles on the hardwood floors. Time was up. I grabbed my cell phone and punched the speed dial. He picked up on the second ring. "Doggett, where the hell are you?" I barked before he had time to speak. A knock sounded at my door, nearly vaulting me out of my skin. "I'll give you three guesses," he drawled. He tried to cover it most of the time, but twelve hours in Virginia and the man was drawling. I prayed for this case to end soon. Putting away the phone, I assumed my best hands-on-hips stance. "Door's open." He entered with a half-smile which disappeared when he saw my clothing. "Where're you goin'?" "You mean we, Lone Ranger. I'd like to take a look at the crime scene." "Now?" For a couple of seconds I actually felt sorry for him. He looked exhausted, and I was willing to bet his supper had been a hastily eaten burger. Then I remembered his annoyingly boundless energy earlier in the day and my heart hardened. "No, it doesn't have to be this minute, but I'd like to go tonight if that's at all possible. If you want to take a shower and get changed, I don't mind waiting." My peace offering wasn't completely altruistic; his five o'clock shadow lent him an appealingly rumpled air that put a crimp in my equilibrium and I hoped he would shave as well. "OK," he breathed, giving in with stunningly little resistance. "If it'll wrap this up sooner, I'm for it. Give me about a half an hour." When he left, I paced some more to mask the sound of the shower down the hall. ************* "Mind telling me what we're looking for?" Doggett's voice was more than a little irritated, no doubt due to my request that he not use his flashlight until absolutely necessary. I picked my way easily over tree roots and around huge rocks to the light of the full moon; all that hiking and backpacking with my fellow granola-eaters had sharpened my reflexes. My partner, however, was too many years removed from the country, as the steady stream of muttering, not to mention the odd sound of impact with various natural objects, would indicate. I smiled evilly and murmured, "You got soft while you were with the jarheads. I bet they gave you guys the latest in night-vision goggles, didn't they?" "My eyesight starts to give out after I've been up for eighteen hours, that's all. Nothin' serious. Now would you answer my question?" "We're looking for answers," I told him sweetly. "That's great. I appreciate your friggin' candour." I deftly side-stepped a large fallen branch, while beside me Doggett blundered into it and almost tripped. "I honestly can't tell you what we're looking for. If I could, this case would be solved and you'd be in bed, snoring happily. I had a feeling we'd find something here tonight, something important. But you'd already reached your mumbo-jumbo threshold for today, so I didn't want to go into the details with you." He stopped walking, and I turned to face him. His eyes were washed to a silver grey colour in the moonlight. "Listen, I'm sorry I walked off earlier. It wasn't right to leave you like that. I just--I had to clear my head, y'know?" Recovering from the shock of his sudden apology as quickly as possible, I ventured softly, "I wish I could say I did know, John, but I've always been aware I had this gift. It never seemed as strange to me as it does to you now. But I can imagine it must be-- unsettling." Doggett's gaze roamed the woods around us. There wasn't a sound to be heard. "That's one way of puttin' it." He chuckled softly, enjoying a private joke. "The hell of it is, I--" His words trailed off and I watched as his features transformed from relaxed to tense, as if he were listening to something intently. "DOWN!" The command was given at the same time I felt his hand grab my shoulder and jerk me toward the ground. I didn't need any more prompting than that; a half second later and I was kissing the forest floor. A half second after that, I heard the sharp crack of something hitting the tree trunk behind us, as if a giant had just struck it a heavy blow with a hammer. Doggett's hand landed again, this time on my arm, and I scurried with him to the large rock that mercifully sat about twenty feet to our left. My Sig was out of its holster by the time I was halfway there. Silently, he motioned in the direction from which the shot had come. I nodded. Leaning close, he whispered in my ear. "There's another rock about forty feet closer to their position. Get ready to cover me." "How do you know where they are?" I whispered back. "And how do you know there's more than one of them?" "I heard talking right before the shot," he returned, his whisper a bit impatient now. My heart began a slow pounding. "Did you hear gunfire?" "Yeah, didn't you?" Then his eyes locked with mine, and he knew. "John, give me your hand," I murmured softly. "Please." He stared at me for a long moment, then at my proffered palm. Finally I felt his warm hand slide into mine, and simultaneously I felt the world expand and stretch around me. Just as if a needle had set down on a phonograph, the voices sprang into my consciousness. "--don't think I hit 'em." "Those weren't no officers, I tell ya," grumbled another. "Don't go gettin' soft on us now, Will-yaaam," a third replied, sarcastically drawing out the man's name. "Thought we didn't want any more killing, is all," the second, obviously William, answered back defensively. Hand still clutching his for dear life, I looked over at my partner, who was clearly champing at the bit. "John," I began quietly, "I don't want to tell you what to do, but if you're about to yell 'Federal agents' at the top of your lungs, I'd rather you didn't. Somehow I doubt that's going to impress them favourably." "I'm open to suggestions," Doggett whispered. I noted his hand was gripping mine almost as tightly. "I'd like you to tell them you're a civilian, and that they've just fired on a woman." "What will that get us?" "The chance to talk to them, I think." Pausing for qualification, I added, "If we can reach them." I watched Doggett turn this over in his mind, weighing the pros and cons, raising and discarding questions he knew couldn't be answered. Finally, he nodded once, an economical acknowledgment and expression of his trust. "This is John Doggett," he called out distinctly. "Don't shoot. There's a woman with me." My heart hammered slowly and noisily, one, two, three. Then a returning shout: "How do we know there's a woman there?" "My name is Monica Johnson," I told them, hastily choosing an ethnically neutral surname. "Please don't shoot. My--brother-in- law is unarmed." I felt Doggett staring at me, and I turned toward him swiftly. "You're not going to like this." His brow was already furrowed. "Yeah. Will they search you, d'you think?" "Probably not. I'll keep mine if you want." "Oh, I definitely want." He laid his Sig on the ground and covered it lightly with a few dry leaves. "Doggett!" This from the man I had heard speak first. "Come forward, and bring Miz Johnson." We breathed out together, and he cast a look at our joined hands, then raised his eyes to mine. "Mind telling me what we're walkin' into here?" Meeting his gaze, I was only half joking when I answered, "I have a feeling it just might be the mouth of Hell." "No problem, then," he growled, pulling me to my feet. "I've been there before." End of part 3/5 The smell was unlike anything I'd ever experienced. I'd been around more dead bodies than I cared to think about, but I had never known the all-encompassing presence of rotting human flesh which assailed my senses as soon as we went from here to there. That was when I knew with certainty that the half-formed theories which had been rattling around in my brain for the past twenty-four hours had some validity. Now if I could only keep from losing the souvlaki I had eaten earlier, everything would be fine. Well, not precisely fine. The man who had probably shouted at us earlier was now visible to me, and he was pointing a deadly- looking museum piece in Doggett's and my direction. Two more stood slightly behind him, presumably the other men we had heard. Their faces were unshaven and haggard, their clothes dirty and disheveled, but from this distance in the dark it was impossible to make out colours. I experimented with a looser grip on my partner's hand, and experienced no loss of image or sensation--unfortunate in some respects, but it was as I had suspected. I didn't need his help any longer to focus on the other world, because we were smack dab in the middle of it. I couldn't make it go away now if I wanted to. Hopefully there would be some sort of road back when we needed it. Momentary panic set in then, and as I clamped down on it I got a ridiculous image of myself in blonde pigtails, tripping merrily through the forest with Doggett. "Hey, Hansel," I whispered, slowing my pace. "You got any candy bars or other shiny objects on you?" "There's a pack of Juicy Fruit in my pocket, I think. Why?" Juicy Fruit. Who would've thought? "We may need a bread crumb later. I think if you reach for it, though, that nice man will blow a large hole in you, so I'd better do it." My gaze strayed toward his jeans. "Right or left?" "That's my *shirt* pocket, Monica." I cleared my throat. "Right. OK." "Keep moving!" shouted one of the men. There was my opportunity. Throwing one arm around Doggett's neck, I let out a terrified wail. He took my lead, twisting his left side away from them as I deftly snagged the gum and dropped it on the ground beside us. His arms came up in a show of calming me, and after a few moments in which I "collected" myself, we resumed walking. "Hands where I can see them," barked the man with the rifle, interrupting a question I probably couldn't have answered anyway. "I'm not armed," Doggett, truthful as always, declared. "Caleb, for God's sake," grumbled one of the men behind the shooter, and I recognized William's voice. He was thin, too thin, his unkempt uniform hanging off his limbs, his face sporting a sharply defined nose and definite New England features. Deciding to keep up the nervous female act to appeal to the more chivalrous among them, I clutched at Doggett's arm. "John, I'm so frightened. Please tell him to lower the gun." Mercifully, Caleb lowered the barrel of the rifle so that it was no longer pointed at Doggett's centre of mass. "Whut kind of woman is that?" he grunted, and my mind scrambled for an explanation for my attire and hairstyle. It didn't help that in my hiking gear I was dressed mannishly even for my century. But before I could babble a half-baked excuse, my partner startled me with a response. "If you know a safer way for a lady to travel over ground occupied by thousands of soldiers, I'd like to hear it," growled Doggett, who at that instant looked every inch the gentleman defending a family member of the weaker sex. A couple of the men shifted uncomfortably at the mention of womanly virtue in front of an actual woman, then Caleb broke his military stance and turned, motioning us to follow. I breathed out slowly: we had passed. The clearing into which we entered was occupied by about thirty or forty men in various states from grievously wounded to merely exhausted. Some tended their friends, others slept, and a few sat apart from the rest and sang in lowered tones while one of them strummed a guitar. What struck me right away was the fact that these men belonged to both sides, or at least they had. Stealing a glance at Doggett, I mouthed "Deserters" at him. He nodded as if he had already surmised as much. Caleb and the others led us to a small campfire where he indicated we should sit. I tried to be as dainty as possible in settling myself on the ground, but it was a difficult state to achieve in hiking boots. A few of the more alert among the men had noticed I was a female and I wondered whether my clothing would mollify or inflame soldiers of a hundred and forty years ago. After all, the concept that women had legs was usually enough to cause a spontaneous erection in Victorian times. As I felt the weight of several pairs of eyes settle on me, I hoped this question would remain academic. "So, speak. Where are you from and where are you headed?" I noted from this longer string of gruff yet more softly-spoken words that Caleb was probably German and most likely foreign- born. He was stocky, with a considerable mustache, but was otherwise clean-shaven. An old scar, probably from a Bowie knife, ran up the back of his right hand and disappeared under the cuff of his jacket. His shoulder flashes indicated he had been with the 1st Pennsylvania Artillery and he carried sergeant's stripes. I could tell Doggett was not going to leap in this time, so I ventured my hastily concocted story. "We're from New York City. John--my sister's husband--agreed to accompany me when we learned my husband had been wounded." Keep it simple, I thought. I knew a fair bit about New York and Doggett knew much more. I only prayed he was familiar enough with history to avoid mention of any obvious anachronisms, like the "A" Train or the Statue of Liberty. "How come you was comin' up from the south, then?" asked the third and as yet unidentified man. His accent and the grayish- brown cast of his jacket marked him as a Confederate. "Well, we did get a little turned around," I admitted, smiling in what I hoped was a demure fashion. "John is a wonderful merchant, but his woodsman's skills are out of practice, I'm afraid." A couple of the men chuckled at this and I sensed Doggett shift beside me. "Only one problem," Johnny Reb persisted, killing the moment of levity. "You ain't from New York. I got a cousin in Georgia. He sounds a powerful lot like you do." I muffled an unladylike curse. I had forgotten that these men were much more conscious of regional differences than Americans are today. It was as though each one of them was a living, breathing Henry Higgins. "I was born in Georgia," Doggett conceded without batting an eye. "Haven't been back in more'n twenty years. Lit out on a ship headed north when I was sixteen. Five years later, I had my own business." Jesus, I thought. Horatio Alger's Ragged Dick meets Huck Finn. Luckily, neither of those books had been written yet so they wouldn't spot the clich?. "Whut kinda business?" enquired Caleb. "I run a saloon in the Bowery," Doggett deadpanned before I had a chance to answer. Surprised by his historical knowledge, I narrowed my eyes disapprovingly at him for having mentioned the family shame. William snorted. "Keepin' those Mic bastards in liquor, are ya?" "My mother is Irish-American." Doggett's voice was low and deceptively calm. There was a quietly manic aspect to the man that presented itself now and then, and even though I suspected most of it this time was a show for Caleb's benefit, I suppressed a shiver when I caught the look in his ice-blue eyes. "Didn't mean anythin' by it," mumbled a cowed William, who suddenly found his battered boots fascinating. Caleb nodded solemnly, though the corners of his mouth quirked upward. It seemed as if Doggett had passed yet another test. "Sehre g?t. But do not make the mistake, John Doggett, of thinking there will ever be such a thing as Irish-Americans or Deutsche-Americans. To them, we will always be foreigners." Then he abruptly turned his attention to me. "Your husband, madam. What regiment was he with?" Here we go. "The 140th New York." I remembered from the Wilderness history I had read that the regiment had been Zouaves, and I didn't see any of the distinctive, brightly coloured uniforms among the deserters. Caleb shook his head. "There is no one here from the 140th." I tried not to let the relief show on my face. "We know the battle has moved on to the southeast--" "Spotsylvania," interjected the Confederate. "--and there is a Union field hospital, or slaughterhouse, to the northeast, about ten miles from here. You are welcome to stay here this night and share our fire. I make my promise that no harm will come to you." Actually, I silently amended, my Sig will make sure of that, but I thanked him sweetly. "We appreciate your offer, but we must travel by night, so we will be leaving shortly." I made a gesture which included the makeshift camp. "Sergeant, what will become of these poor men?" "We will stay until our wounded are well enough to leave or until they are no longer feeling pain. Then we will scatter to the winds. Some will survive. Others will be caught and shot as cowards. Most will never see their homes or families again, whether they live or die." "And is that how you see yourselves?" I asked quietly. "As cowards?" I knew I was testing the limits of Caleb's fragile tolerance, but I couldn't resist this incredible chance I had been given. Caleb sighed, and other men who had been listening to our little group drew nearer. "I cannot speak for anyone else. I have fought for two years. Bull Run. The Wilderness. Gettysburg. The Wilderness again. I have seen the same thing over and over until this time I see a dozen of my men roasted alive in a brush fire. One of them I pulled out and he died in my arms. The others screamed for me to save them." His eyes focused at some spot in the far distance. "I will not sleep very much for the rest of my life, I think. Their screams are very loud." His gaze swung toward me and pinned me like a butterfly in a glass case. "After two years of moving forward like a good soldier, I walked away. My feet and my heart made the decision, my head did not. I do not know if this makes me a coward. What do you think, Miz Johnson?" "I think I have no right to judge a person who has been where you have been." I could feel Doggett's presence beside me and I realized I wasn't only speaking to Caleb and his comrades. "I think you have endured what no man should be forced to endure. I don't blame any of you for the decisions you have made." At the edges of the firelight, I could see a couple of the men take off their caps, as if they were in the presence of a Father Confessor, a granter of absolution. I was reminded of the Victorian concept of women as more virtuous, more perfect than men. We couldn't vote, go to medical school or do a hundred other things I took for granted, but I could be put on a pedestal as the true North of their moral compass. "Mary!" The near-hysterical shout pierced the air around us, breaking the spell. "Mary, is that you, sweet?" The Confederate shook his head. "Damn. He's gettin' worse." He told Caleb, "Must've heard Miz Johnson's voice." "His wife?" I asked. The Southerner nodded. "Who is he?" I could see him pause for a moment, as if weighing whether the release of information would do his friend any harm. "Jacob Campbell," he finally told me. "He's--he was--my lieutenant." I was already on my feet. Starting toward the sound of the fading cries, I felt a hand on my arm. "Monica," Doggett warned. I looked down at him and something in my eyes must have pacified him, for after a moment he sighed, "OK," and rose to accompany me. "Uh, ma'am, I don't think you want to be doin' that," began the Confederate. "What is your name, sir?" I asked him. I was tired of thinking of him as 'the Confederate.' "Jedediah Thorne, ma'am." "Well, Jedediah, I can assure you I have witnessed much worse--in my day." "He's got the cholera, Miz Johnson," protested William. "It ain't pretty." "I have tended cholera victims in New York," I countered, and when no more arguments were forthcoming, I strode forward. Of course, there weren't a lot of cholera outbreaks in NYC these days, but I was vaguely familiar with the disease and its symptoms. It was caused by unsanitary conditions, and to say that conditions among Civil War armies were unsanitary was like saying Hitler had been a little ill-tempered. Thousands of men died from such diseases in the camps and after battles when they drank from contaminated water sources. Hardly a medical expert, I could nevertheless tell the minute I saw Jacob Campbell that he was descending into a state of shock. He was beginning to shiver uncontrollably and his skin was clammy when I grasped his hand. "Jacob." I squatted beside him. His eyes swung toward me, his gaze fixed on my face but unseeing. "Mary. You came. I knew you would come." "Yes, Jacob. I'm here." My chest felt tight. There was something wrong here. I'd been around people who were, for want of a less melodramatic term, marked for death, and this man bore all the signs. But at the same time, I felt the presence of another possibility, another path. It was as if there were two Jacobs holding my hand. "Have you come to take me home, Mary?" I looked up at Jedediah questioningly. "Mobile," he whispered. "Yes. We'll be going home to Mobile soon." I touched my other hand to his forehead to try to increase the contact, to tell me whether he was meant to live or die, but there was nothing more. Then I reached out blindly for Doggett. "John, it's so terrible," I breathed shakily, hoping he'd take the hint. He did; a moment later his warm fingers, such a contrast to Campbell's, slid into mine. And at that instant, I knew. Doggett wasn't going to like this. "Sleep now, Jacob. You'll be home before long." Stroking the soldier's forehead, I gently closed his eyes. He drew in a long, shuddering breath, then smiled faintly. When his breathing became as normal as it was likely to get, I eased my hand from his grip. He stirred, then relaxed. Straightening, I made eye contact with Doggett, who nodded. "We should get going, Monica. We have a lot of ground to cover before daylight." "Yes, John," I simpered. Turning toward Caleb and the others, I smiled. "I wish you all well. If we have the chance, we may return with--provisions for you." "That's kind of you, ma'am, but you've done enough." Jedediah smiled back, bobbing his head. A connection made, at last. I felt the force, at that moment, of the strangeness of it all. "That was a good thing you did, helpin' a man you had no duty to help." "You're wrong there, Jedediah. I feel a--particular responsibility to Lieutenant Campbell. He and my husband--well, they are both in a similar predicament." "We understand, Monica," John rumbled, clearly itching to be on his way. He shook each of the men's hands in turn. "The best of luck to all of you." It took us several hours to find the portal again, as we had been forced to head northeast to make it appear as though we were walking to the Union hospital. We followed a circuitous route around the camp aided by my pocket compass, but with no landmarks we recognized it was rough going. It was well after daylight before we came upon Doggett's blessed pack of gum, and another half hour before we stumbled through the opening. "Thank God," exulted Doggett as our lungs took in great gulps of fresh, untainted air. "I was beginning to wonder, myself," I breathed, annoyed to feel my knees weaken with relief. To hell with the ticks. This time, I literally kissed the forest floor. "Wonder what time it is?" He scanned the sky, I imagined to check the position of the sun, but steel-coloured clouds obstructed his view. My hand was cramped and sore from holding his in our search for the opening and I shook the circulation back into it. "As long as it's sometime after 1864, I could care less." "I hope it's a little closer than that." Doggett strode over to our rock refuge of the night before and started digging around in the underbrush. After a minute that stretched to an eon, I saw his eyes close, then with a flourish he hoisted his regulation Sig. I released the breath I'd been holding and began laughing foolishly. "This is the only way to time travel," I grinned. "I'm going to recommend this temporal rift to all my friends." "Yeah," drawled Doggett, "but I never got my complimentary bag of honey-roasted peanuts." ************* At eight that morning we were sitting in the dining room of the cozy little B&B while our hostess flitted about refilling coffee cups and dishing out massive quantities of eggs and bacon. Her name was Blossom and although, as she had confided to me last night, she had been born and raised on a hippie commune, there was no muesli served at her breakfasts. She still had nightmares about the stuff. No, her fare was hearty, greasy and definitely Southern. And after traipsing though the woods all night, I had to admit my veins were ready for grease. Doggett and I hadn't spoken much about our experience after we left the camp, focused as we had been on finding our way home. Even after returning, however, he had remained oddly quiet, as if he were trying to sort and classify the night's events, fit a square peg into the round hole of his world view. I had no desire to push him, but I wanted to get to him before he'd explained it all away, and time was of the essence, so to speak. "John," I began softly. He regarded me over the rim of his coffee mug, his eyebrows raising slightly. "You haven't said much since we--got back." "What can I say?" he murmured, pitching his voice below the din of the room. "It's not every day I go back in time. I've just been tryin' to figure out how it's even possible. I mean, are there-- holes--like that all over the place?" "I don't think so," I told him, shaking my head and smiling politely when I saw Blossom advancing on me with a mountain of griddle cakes. She lost the spring in her step, but recovered it when the man at the next table forked three onto his plate. "I'm not an expert in temporal mechanics," I continued. "But there's a theory that suggests these rips occur at a time of--imbalance, I suppose is the best term for it--in the life cycle." Doggett frowned. "The 'life cycle'?" "Many cultures represent their world--and time itself--as a circle, neverending, flowing in both directions. Death follows life, but life also follows death. They seek one another out. Hence plagues coming after population explosions, baby booms coming after wars." "So you're sayin' this 'rip' happened because of the battle? Because there was too much death? Then how come they don't happen more often?" "This wasn't just any battle. The area around us had already seen several major engagements and dozens of skirmishes. The balance had to be restored by opening a window to another time, when life had returned to this place." I cut off another hunk of Canadian bacon. "Or it could just be an enchanted forest. We'll never know for sure." Doggett huffed. "Sounds like Shirley MacLaine's Theory of Relativity, but I suppose it's as good an explanation as any." He drained the rest of his coffee, then ran a hand over his eyes. "I wish I could try out that bed upstairs, but we're meeting with Ritchie at ten. How do we tell him we found the perp but he's going to be kinda hard to arrest because he's been dead a hundred years?" I breathed in. Out. In. Get on with it. "Uh, about that meeting. Do you suppose we could put it off for a while?" "Why? You want a cat nap, too?" My gaze locked with his. "No. Because we have to go back to save Jacob Campbell's life." end part 4/5 I hadn't meant to be so blunt. I'd hoped to lead up to it gradually. But deep down I knew there was little time for gradual measures. Doggett stared at me for several seconds after my announcement. "We have to--what?" "Save Jacob Campbell." "That's what I thought you said." "It's going to be easier than you think. You see, the biggest danger with cholera is dehydration. I put in a call to the Fredericksburg hospital when we got back just now. I posed as a travel reporter so my questions wouldn't seem so strange, and I found out just what he needs." Blue eyes locked with mine. "Are you telling me you want us to go back there after everything we just went through to get out?" I stared him down. "A man's life is at stake." That set him back. A muscle twitched in his jaw, then he muttered, "Lots of men died in the Civil War." "But not this one." He frowned at me, and I took a deep breath. Mumbo-jumbo time. "Please hear me out before you close your mind. When I was touching Jacob, I sensed he was going to die, but also that he wasn't. I've never experienced that kind of duality before. Then when you held my hand, I knew he was meant to live. But there is no way that's going to happen unless we do something." "Why do you think you got this--dual--feeling from him?" Somewhere in the back of my brain it struck me that he hadn't challenged my perceptions, but the front part was too preoccupied to consider it further. "I'm not sure. Maybe the shooting of Dave Morgan caused some sort of reaction..." "Or maybe our presence there screwed things up," Doggett finished for me. "Did you think of that? And if we go back, we could start a whole friggin' chain of reactions that never ends." That possibility hadn't occurred to me. I mulled it over for a moment. "We could," I admitted. "But if we've upset the balance, it's our responsibility to restore it." Doggett sighed heavily. "Monica, you obviously feel strongly about this and I understand that. I was there, too. But we can't just go off half-cocked until we've had a chance to think this thing through." "Listen to me. We don't have that luxury. We've seen that time passes at the same rate on either side of the portal. After talking with the doctor earlier, I believe Jacob could have days left, or he could have hours. We could plan this thing literally to death. And I'm tired of always presiding over death." His expression became stricken, and I knew exactly which ghost I was summoning then. But I couldn't seem to shut myself up. "John, I don't blame you for wanting to throw away this gift we have. After having a chance to see it through your eyes, I'm getting sick of it myself. I realized that we're usually too damn late to do any good. It's not that often we get there in time. I want to get there this time." He didn't say a word, just rose from the table and walked out of the room. I'm not sure how long I sat there, staring at nothing. My body felt big, awkward, my limbs weighed down. I gripped the arms of the chair until my hands grew cold, trying to keep from running upstairs. And how would that help anything? To him, I was a vulture, picking at his bones. Finally he was standing in front of me. He had put on his hiking boots again. "OK. I'm ready." As I stood, before he had a chance to turn away from me, I saw that his eyes were rimmed in red. I blinked once, twice, then moved to follow him. ***************** "It's Miz Johnson!" The welcoming shout came from Jedediah, whose white teeth stood out plainly in his dirt-streaked face. It struck me now, seeing him in the daylight, that he couldn't be more than fifteen or sixteen. What a godforsaken hell this was. Caleb got up from his place by the side of one of the wounded and walked toward us. "You have returned quickly. Did you reach the hospital?" "No, we didn't," Doggett admitted. "What's all that, then?" Jedediah asked, pointing to the large number of bags we had set on the ground around us. "It's what we need to help Lieutenant Campbell," I told him softly. "Jedediah, Caleb, we weren't being entirely honest with you last night. And we're not going to be entirely honest with you now. You have no reason to trust us. But I can tell you truthfully it's very important to us Jacob Campbell recovers, and I can tell you truthfully he's not going to do it without us." The Union soldier and the Confederate stared at us for several long moments, then looked at one another. Caleb turned back to me and shook his head. "I think we knew you weren't who you said you were. It didn't really matter to us. We will all have to be storytellers soon, why not learn the language of tall tales? But when you sat with him last night, this part I saw was true." He gestured to where Campbell lay, his arms and legs thrashing weakly. "Do what you wish. But I fear you may be too late." Doggett made a sound I didn't recognize as human, then growled, "Not this time, goddammit." ************ Doggett took charge right away, following the advice we had been given by the doctor at the Fredericksburg hospital. A young intern, he had been quite excited about the prospect of being quoted in a high-profile travel magazine. I felt a twinge of guilt at that, but letting him suspect there might be a cholera outbreak within the U.S. would have set off every alarm they had down at the Centers for Disease Control. This way, we could get the supplies we needed, no questions asked. First, Doggett cleaned Jacob up with disinfectant and hot water and wrapped him in the dry, warm clothing and blankets we had brought. The soldiers watched in silence as he then set up a small, waterproof tent made of a material none of them had ever seen before, nor would ever see again. Meanwhile, I started mixing a packet of Oral Rehydration Solution the doctor had provided us for 'our Latin American trip', coupled with some of the water purification tablets we had bought at the local Wal- Mart. The solution was used to treat dehydration caused by cholera and other intestinal infections throughout the world, and contained important sugars and salts the body lost with severe diarrhea and vomiting. I was worried, though, that Campbell might have reached the point where only an I.V. would be able to restore his fluid levels, and told Doggett my concern. "If he can keep it down more'n a couple of hours, it'll at least have done him some good," he replied gruffly. Storm clouds threatened, and we enlisted the help of Jedediah and Caleb to get our charge into the tent. The two of us huddled nearby through the night, our rain slickers getting a workout in the downpour. Luckily, I had thought to grab a few cheap metal buckets on our shopping spree, and they collected clean, untainted rainwater while the storm lasted. There was no sense in anyone else getting cholera on our watch. At about six a.m., Doggett checked on Lieutenant Campbell, as he had done every hour on the hour since we began. His face was drawn as he emerged from the tent. "What is it?" I asked in a hushed voice, fearing the worst. He ran a hand over his damp hair. "I dunno. He seems to be sleeping peacefully, but I'm not a doctor." "No, you're not," I mused, "but you do have other resources." Easing my way into the tent, I sat down beside Jacob and grasped his hand. I held out my other hand to Doggett and for the first time he took it without hesitation. There was no ambiguity now. "Can you feel it?" I whispered. "No." "Try." Several seconds passed. "He's going to make it, isn't he?" "You felt it," I breathed. Finally, he had taken his first step in the journey. I opened my eyes and smiled up at him. His ice-blue gaze held a glint of fire and mischief as he grinned openly at me. "Nah. But I figured I had a fifty-fifty chance." Releasing Campbell's hand carefully, I crawled out of the tent and rose to my full height. Above me, the clouds were swiftly dispersing as the sun warmed the earth. Doggett feigned fear at my relentless advance, then a spark of real apprehension appeared when I picked up one of the half-full rainwater buckets. As I broke into a run and he took to his heels, I could hear him yell, "What is it with you women and water?" ********* We stayed three days and nights, until Jacob was well enough to start eating some solid foods. He had recovered quickly with the help of the solution and our other modern goodies. We passed out multivitamins not only to him but to anyone else who would take them, and Doggett tried to explain the importance of boiling their drinking water from now on. I knew this last would probably have little effect; if the commanders of the Armies of the Potomac and Northern Virginia hadn't been able to enforce the minimum standards of hygiene, I doubted a lone time traveller would make a dent. But then, we weren't here to make a large dent. And if we stayed much longer, we would begin to cause the chain reactions Doggett had mentioned. "We'd better get going." John snapped his head up at my softly- voiced statement. He had been watching at a distance as William and a couple of his buddies said their farewells to the other men in the camp. They were well enough to travel and off to seek their uncertain future. "Yeah." He turned back to the group, who waved at us. We waved back. "Camp's breaking up." Resisting an urge to rest my hand on his shoulder, I ventured, "You miss the military life, don't you?" I swept my arm in a circle. "The camaraderie, I mean." "Sometimes. Things were a lot simpler then. But nothing's going to be simple for these guys once they leave here." "They're headed for a new season." I could feel Doggett turn to look at me. "A friend of mine in New Orleans speaks of the stages of people's lives corresponding to certain seasons of the year. Not in the sense of your age, but in the sense of the forces at work in your life at that point. Each season has its own characteristics, its own pros and cons." "What's your season?" He treated me to a lopsided smile. "If that's not too personal a question." "Right now?" I thought about it for a few seconds. "Spring, I think. It's a time for new beginnings and growth, but also rushing water, dangerous currents." He nodded, then his smile faded. "What's mine?" His gaze was intense, as if something inside him was waiting to be released by the answer. My mind tangled into a knot. I willed it to unravel. "I'd have to say yours was Indian summer. If I remember it right, it's a deceptive time. Everything appears peaceful on the surface, but change lies just below, great change. It's also the time of greatest energy, the storm season, and the season of the first harvests." My eyes locked with his. "It's both a beginning and an ending." We breathed together for several moments. Then he nodded. "OK. I'll take that." "Miz Johnson!" Caleb called as he marched toward us. "Jedediah tells me you're leaving." "Yes, I think we've done what we came to do," I agreed. "We will remember you both." "As we will with you." I was surprised to find tears welling in my eyes. Banishing them with a sharply drawn breath, I asked, "Caleb, will you make us a promise? It will seem small, but it is extremely important." "Yes, whatever you ask." "We're going to leave some of our provisions behind for Lieutenant Campbell. When they are used up, we need you to bury the containers as deep as you can. None must be left unburied." "This I will do." He took our hands in his, and raised mine to his lips for a kiss. "Go with God, John and Monica." ************** The following Monday, we were back in the office as if nothing had happened. The boss raised a couple of eyebrows at the whopper we told to explain why we were incommunicado for several days. I think from all the coquettish smiles he directed at Doggett during the briefing, he figured my partner had spent every minute of the lost time rogering me, but good. I half expected to be sent out of the room at some point so he could get the play-by-play and slap Doggett's ass with a towel. At any rate, I had been away that afternoon getting my annual physical so I missed the next assignment meeting. When I returned around two, Doggett was sitting at his desk poring over the file. "Don't tell me. It's another one," I intoned dramatically, placing my hand to my forehead. He looked up at me then, and I saw his eyes were rimmed in red. Oh God. "What is it?" My voice dropped to a whisper. His mouth twitched. Then he began laughing. Really laughing. And I realized John Doggett's laughter was a sound I'd never heard. "If we ever run outta cases," he told me as he fought for air, "we can find that portal and make some more work for ourselves." I strode over to him and peered over his shoulder at the report. "The Wilderness *again*?" "Archaeological dig found some interesting items." He fished out a photo and handed it to me. "They were crushed and deteriorated, and the labels were faded, but they were definitely--" "--Gatorade bottles," I finished. "But they can't think--" "Well, it'd be explainable, except for the letter they found in one of 'em," he grinned, handing me another photo. I sat in the chair beside him and began to read. "'To the merciful angels of the Wilderness: I have no words to thank you for what you have done, but I cannot stop my pen from trying to capture my feelings. You will always be in my thoughts and in my heart as a pure example of God's light, which resides in all of us. My children will know of your deeds, as will their children. In the midst of all this death, you served life, and for that you will not be forgotten. Yours always, Jacob Campbell.'" The bottom of the letter was a little out of focus, and I squinted to read it. "'P.S. I believe the Fruit Punch was my favourite.'" We exchanged looks, and for the first time since starting here on the X-Files, it seemed to me that we were truly in synch with one another. Maybe, just maybe this partnership would work out after all. But I could worry more about that later. For now, our laughter came together and filled the room. THE END Sources and Thanks: I'd like to credit some of the wonderful sites that helped this story be a bit more authentic, particularly the Civil War sites. If you are at all interested in this history, I suggest you have a look at them: National Parks Service Fredericksburg and Spotsylvania National Military Park (http://www.nps.gov/frsp/wild.htm) The First Vermont Brigade At the Wilderness (http://members.aol.com/award61890/page/wilderness.htm) The Battle of the Wilderness: A virtual Tour (http://home.att.net/~hallowed-ground/into_wilderness.htm) The Battle of the Wilderness Official Records and Battle Description (http://www.civilwarhome.com/wildernessor.htm) The book Brothers In Arms by William C. Davis is an excellent informal social history of the life of the Civil War soldier. The information on cholera came from the Centers for Disease Control site (http://www.cdc.gov/) The Gatorade is strictly my idea, though; I have no idea if it will actually work on a person with a severe illness like cholera. Don't be suin' me or the CDC if you think you can get medical information from an XF story, 'kay? Thanks are due to the wonderful people who took time to write me a note about my story. I was rather nervous to tread the hallowed halls of XF fan fiction, but everyone has been so kind. This is such a supportive community of readers and writers and I'm proud to finally be a part of it. (Sniff!) And last but definitely not least, I'd like to thank my personal ballistics and weaponry source, Jim Hubley, who helped me immensely with issues involving guns, range, wounds, and other Civil War questions. Realism is important to me, so I hope anyone who spots a boo-boo will let me know. Any such errors are mine alone. END
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