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Homecoming by Agent L
Summary: Diana's thoughts. The End missing scene.
Title: Homecoming Author: Agent L Classification: fill in the blanks, The End Rating: Nothing objectionable -- unless you don't like Diana Fowley Spoilers: The End Distribution: After-the-Fact only, please. Others please ask for permission. Disclaimer: To Chris Carter, David Duchovny, Gillian Anderson, Fox: I know they're not mine, and no money, gifts or even chocolate would be expected or accepted for this. Summary: Diana's thoughts. Feedback: Yes, please! LHoward388@aol.com The people in my circle had known about Gibson Praise for some time. Signs and wonders are of great importance to the fanatics who may become tomorrow's terrorists, so we keep track of reports of supernatural events as well as the latest recipes for dirty bombs and potential epidemics. Most people thought he was just the latest child prodigy, an oddity to be stared at and discussed over cocktails, but our group knew the truth -- a truth that could change all we know of science, religion, ourselves. I was already planning to return when I received the summons. To be honest, I was homesick. I'd left abruptly, caught up in the excitement of being offered a choice position, a chance to advance my career, leaving behind few regrets. But instead of exploring open air markets, white- sand beaches and the colorful traditions of these unique cultures, I spent most of my time in poorly lit underground rooms with middle aged white men in dark suits. I visited the exotic lands I'd dreamed of only through maps and satellite photos. So I came home, rented a small apartment, and joined the task force that was supposedly investigating the assassination of a relatively unknown Russian chess player. Only a few of us knew who the real target had been. Even fewer knew the importance of this boy. I was surprised to find a young agent named Spender leading the investigation. I had expected someone else, a more seasoned veteran. Of course, I knew Spender had connections, but I also knew his reputation as a fairly unimaginative, by-the-book agent. He might solve the crime, but he would never discover the truth. Perhaps that was the whole idea. The events at the chess match seemed perfectly clear to me as we viewed the videotape in slow motion, reverse, and regular time, but being the new player in the group I didn't want to say anything, to draw attention to myself, not yet knowing what my ultimate role might be. Someone entered the briefing late, but I couldn't see who it was. Spender paused, looking perturbed, but I'd already noticed that was a frequent expression. As he started to continue his monologue, however, a familiar voice interrupted -- a voice I hadn't heard for many years but that I immediately recognized. And as usual, the lone voice of dissent in the room, asking people to look more closely, to think outside the rigid FBI box. Fox Mulder always looked more closely. Before I realized it, I found myself speaking up in agreement, catching his eye as we had often done in the past, on the same wavelength as if we had seen each other only yesterday instead of several years ago. He looked surprised and a little relieved at finding an unexpected ally in the room. Or maybe it was this particular ally that surprised him. He looked good. When I'd known him, he hadn't quite grown into his full potential -- not that he hadn't been handsome even then, but he was still unsure of himself, of his own unique gifts, puzzled at why he didn't seem to fit into the program. The man in this room was confident, not giving a damn what anyone else thought. He was almost daring them to challenge him. I hadn't realized how much I had missed him until that moment. But I couldn't afford personal indulgences, not with so much at stake. Besides, I'd heard the rumors about him and his partner. She had apparently been assigned to debunk his work shortly after I'd left, but had become more a defender than an adversary over time. Fox could be very persuasive. Some speculated they were partners off the job as well. When I met her after the briefing, my first thought was that she certainly didn't seem like his type, but maybe it was just my ego that made me believe *I* was. They seemed to have an easiness between them, the camaraderie that comes from trust and respect, although she chastized him in a discreet whisper about his unauthorized involvement in the meeting. It seemed to me that she had more in common with Special Agent Spender than with Spooky Mulder. She wasn't comfortable with me, either, even though she did her best to maintain a professional demeanor, and she obviously didn't believe in Gibson's psychic ability. How had Mulder gotten as far as he had with this albatross around his neck? Could she even begin to understand what this boy really was? Would her skepticism put us all in jeopardy? I tried to get a sense of their partnership when Fox and I finally got a few moments alone. He seemed almost embarrassed when I praised his work. Has she done that to him? He seems to think she's on his side, however -- he certainly jumped to her defense quickly enough when I suggested she might have held him back all these years. Of course, part of that might have just been a purely personal desire to show me he's moved on, that he hasn't missed me. But he didn't pull away when I reached for his hand. I'm not a young romantic girl anymore, I know we've both been through too much to go back and recapture those more innocent days. I'm not even sure we'd be happy together. It's foolish to even think about the smell of his cologne or the way his thumb rubbed the back of my hand. Silly to imagine what might have happened between us if Scully hadn't interrupted. This situation is so much bigger than our personal relationships and jealousies. I can't let my feelings distract me from the task at hand. Fox is part of that task, part of the reason I was summoned. I had wondered how he would react at seeing me again; I just didn't realize how it would affect *me*. The End
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